Change

My New Life
I am  a woman of gentle
and Love.
My heart is filled with dreams
of friends and me family and joy.
Real life is not so kind. Can I
say I am not a mentionable woman
who is believed yet. Life  hu crts my
heart and l bleed  inside . How
Laugh can I change when I am
not given a chance?

Me New Year

Me new year started on emmas life of perhaps me best year. i am sad to report ms nikki is unable to teach me for now or ever due to her sick. i have found laugh anger is an emotion i recognize through bees even if honey is thick from noise. i need to let go of bees buzz so I be more meself as i know.
I'llove that i havea new teacher named paula and me love her now. I have a team of people who love me like I me love them. ms phylls is me boss at lowes. she loves me and never treats me like other than me. kristin works at lowes too but goes to me same therapy college to be help teacher. she is going to teach me too. ms kathy is going to teach me also. I am the luckiest girl because people are wanting to to work with me. I pray Dr. Diana and Dr. Jacobson and Dr.Sieglier are proud of me because i am trying hard. laugh I also must thanh my mom and  dad and big bro and  Bobby aka Pom Pom girl and ofcourse  Coach Z because me had a horrible brat summer learning how to obey and they still love me.

Nikki is Me Teacher

Dear ms Nikki,
Can I say I am sad
you are sick and I am

Scared you are not really

ok. mom says I am going
to be ok no matter what.

But you are me teacher.
Can I say a teacher is

special when I am nervous and

not feeling safe. A teacher
is what God promised me

if I do good and make progress.
I am changing just like Coach says so I can't
expect all me meaningful important people

to stay yes same. Me sad if I have to change

with you also.

Mom says I can't really be yes panic if I

know where I am but she is me amigo, amigo.

I remember the spanish word you taught me and

now I will say Aloha and Nikki God Bless you.

One Less Complexity

I am a new woman
of muitiple complexies. I am
not only learning about my
autistic symptoms but I am
also learning about my speech
adversarial  issues. I thought word
 ignore meant I was
irrelavant and not visible to
me mom. I would say I
was mad and maybe I would
 get angry and hit or empty out shampoo bottles.
But for mom and me then
I learned that I wasn't being
ignored by mom that it was
now I am overwhelmed by
the difference. all this
time I could have been
less anxious if I had
asked what the word really
meant.  I am a new
woman with a less
Complexity about being left
alone because Can I say
God is not going to let
me forget  that she will
be right back.

May 3, 2012

Me mom and me are learning to deal with my changing.  It is good but hard and scary.  Me feelings are new to me.  Ms Nikki says we are all learning.  I am a woman trying to learn about myself.  Today I mentored a little girl who does not talk or write.  I am trying to be her friend and help her discover her inner voice like me.  She is in there.  I am in here, working to get out.

Me Day Today

LauGH
Today is a new day.
can I say I am so Lucky to have a most wonderful
mom and teacher.  We just talked with our mouths and had
a conversation that will help in my life.  Update on bees:  50% overall,
can I say laugh, right now 100% as I am so stressed.
4-23-12

MeNew woRLD

I am a member of
a group of people
who are labeled. Me
hate labels because I
am a member of autism
group and it has endless
conditional symptoms
I accept words
 by their defininition.
I am a word girl . I will
accept a definition even
if it does not apply to
me.
I am not experienced
enough in life to be
able to negate bad
definitions.
So I am now going to
call me a new woman
of many complexities.
I am a girl who can not
yet speak fluently by
mouth. I have bees in
my ears. I have one
leg shorter  than the
other and it hurts all
the time. can I say I
am sometimes too angry.
But I actually like  me life
a lot. more than I did 2 years
ago because I have
friends and family who I  Love
and who Love me.