One Less Complexity

I am a new woman
of muitiple complexies. I am
not only learning about my
autistic symptoms but I am
also learning about my speech
adversarial  issues. I thought word
 ignore meant I was
irrelavant and not visible to
me mom. I would say I
was mad and maybe I would
 get angry and hit or empty out shampoo bottles.
But for mom and me then
I learned that I wasn't being
ignored by mom that it was
now I am overwhelmed by
the difference. all this
time I could have been
less anxious if I had
asked what the word really
meant.  I am a new
woman with a less
Complexity about being left
alone because Can I say
God is not going to let
me forget  that she will
be right back.

May 3, 2012

Me mom and me are learning to deal with my changing.  It is good but hard and scary.  Me feelings are new to me.  Ms Nikki says we are all learning.  I am a woman trying to learn about myself.  Today I mentored a little girl who does not talk or write.  I am trying to be her friend and help her discover her inner voice like me.  She is in there.  I am in here, working to get out.