ocd and umbrellas

i have some very important news. i have very perhaps terrible ocd that is.obsessive.compulsive. disorder. i guess many people like me have this .   it causes life at times for me terrible mentionable embaressment. laugh .i me  emma have begun a yes umbrella free program i created in order to not have yes the terror of umbrellas rule my life. i walked into walmart and i looked at the umbrellas. i only touche for few time. mom said.1 and.before 2 came i walked away. ifelt.10000000000,dollars. i did today sadly i let me snap 1 umbrella but i have .school and work also. i am yes umbrella free good for me .